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Today am gonna a post something new....

To love.. i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart) i am never without it (anywhere i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling) i fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true) and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart) I am always astounded by this poem; it is sort of perfect, and I love it deeply. It always reminds me that language is alive and must be allowed to breathe, and inspires me to be creative and brave with it.

Having been in hospital for a week its been seen that being in jb hospital fir electives is totally diff from kedah. It is seen by the number of cases and the speed of changes of patients day to day..  Me and my friends were kinda confuse with the dialect here as kedahan pronounce and describe words differently.  Apart from that we had outings and fun and the few things we did were:

“I sit beside the fire and think  Of all that I have seen Of meadow flowers and butterflies In summers that have been Of yellow leaves and gossamer In autumns that there were With morning mist and silver sun And wind upon my hair I sit beside the fire and think Of how the world will be When winter comes without a spring  That I shall ever see For still there are so many things That I have never seen In every wood in every spring There is a different green I sit beside the fire and think Of people long ago And people that will see a world That I shall never know But all the while I sit and think Of times there were before I listen for returning feet  And voices at the door” 

“There comes a time when the world gets quiet and the only thing left is your own heart. So you'd better learn the sound of it. Otherwise you'll never understand what it's saying.”  ―  Sarah Dessen ,  Just Listen As i went thru a list i found what Sarah Dessen said made more sense cause if its us who dunt understand what our heart says who else would. In my case this means more to a person who is afraid to listen to it as many of us with a past tends to lock our hearts and prefer to use our brains and logic. I knew of a girl who was cold and bitter, the reason was simple she grew up in a sad environment that scared her to a point where she couldnt return to normal. Even now she chooses ppl with caution not letting many in to know her cause in the end her thoughts were they were gonna betray her and leave. So people out there no matter how happy or sad you are always learn to balance out the heart and the brain cause even in the darkness there will always be light......

Hello everyone meet my group of 5. We had our prom few months back and this was us in our best. Its our final year so we all decided to dress up and have fun for a weekend,    As you can see the team was some cassino but us being us decided to just dress up and play make up for that day. The journey was tiring as we all went crazy . but our party begin only after this, we all went clubbing in Penang and it was fun. It was a once in a lifetime fun so it was worth it. With the lack of sleep and all it was a tiring day since we all decided to drive right after class got checked into our hotel and started dressing up.   It was funny cause ppl gave us the stare where from being dress so formally and grand to dress up in a total opposite atire. The next day was crazy cause we all had slept for hardly 2 to 3 hours in my case and we had to drive back home which was like 2 hours. I was litterally brain dead at that time. Thank god none of us were hangover but we did have bloc...