Lonely day, lonely month, lonely year

Jab koi bhat bigar jai, jab koi muschkil par jaye, theres always someone there to help you out.
Today after reading past everything thats seen and coming back , i been extremely sad.  Why is it when you are away from one you feel so much of sadness and when finally u see them all u get out of it is sadness.

Family is important as it comes but when those close to you , whom you had to depend on stabs you slowly from the back, it makes you so sad cause they don't know that you know who's stabbing you but all you are allowed to is let them be. Life is what you want it to be and what you allow others to be in it, but at times you cant control whats happening and all that was in the picture just destroys you slowly.

To you who has been with me, i am sorry but just like years back the answer still remains the same. Friends we were and will always be. My fate is mine alone and bringing you into the picture will just worsen things cause i may give you all but the others around us may destroy all .

In 1 month plus anothers memorial day will come and another step to sadness will be the brink of it all. People say the mid year is always full of fun but for some it is always sadness and sorrow.

One day this lonely flower will bloom on an empty street and someday someone will notice it, and when that happens all the darkness surrounding it will clear away and all that shines will be there. Once alone will be a life of happiness surrounded.

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